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I have decided that have the last changes, updates, and spam that has been over my livejournal that I am discontinuing with livejournal.

·         They cut down the size of the blog (page/word count). It makes make cut my blogs in half, and it gets annoying.

·         I also don’t feel I am getting the Internet traffic that I need.

·         I have been with the blog for twelve years, but I just feel that it is time for me to move on.

I did have fun and I will keep this up for something to look at in the future.

My new personal blog is being connected to my writing blog.

Personal http://Rebekah1213.wordpress.com

Writing http://RebekahWolveire.wordpress.com

 
 
 
 
 
 
I tried to make this one entry, but livejournal has a word limit now.

Part 2: WWE is going downhill (fuck that, down a mountain) at record speed

1.    The cliques. The groups of three is just plain stupid. It seemed like if you're not a group, then you can't wrestle. (However 9/10 out on ten on the ring it's one on one even with tag-teams.) I just feel the groups, remind me of the immature cliques there were in high school. I really think these wrestlers are bit more immature than that.
(I mean DX was a group, even Kane and Undertaker got together, and Edge and Christian, but each of those wrestlers can hold their own. I just feel the cliques we have today are making the wrestlers weaker, not supportive.)

2.      Divas. I have no idea where to beginning with these barbie-doll wannabes. I prefer TNA girls over WWE any day of the week. These girls look like they are afraid to get hurt or even break a nail. (If you want to act and model, then get an agent and go to Hollywood, but if you want to fight, then really fight.)
They don't fight like girls, they fight like mice. I want more hair pulling, more ripping off clothes, more grudges, more nail slashing etc. Play clean, play dirty, just play rough. (Rough is hot!)

3.      It lacks the humor that it once had. (DX was hilarious and so was Cena when he was trying to prove himself.) We need a few more new guys to come in and add some humor. They need to make the show fun again.

4.    Politics and Wrestling do NOT mix. (Politics suck in general, because no one plays right. In fact, poltics doesn't go well with anything. It's like an orange and green polka-dot shirt that doesn't go with anything.)

1.    Political correctness has no place in wrestling. We are not trying to be polite. We are trying to entertain!

2.    It doesn't matter if you are black, white, purple, tall or short. . . all that matters is that grapple and pin well. (Yes, there many other moves, but wrestling started with the simple pin.)

3.    Because of Politics. . .

1.    Wrestlers cannot cuss. (However you piss me off more if you cuss. I think it adds to their spark.)

2.    I haven't seen a decent bra and panties match. (Sex sells.)

3.      I haven't seen much blood and decent violence. (Bloody violence sells.)

5.      Vicki is old news. In fact, the show managers are not doing much for the shows, but messing them up. I do believe there should be women in involved, but I think both shows “Raw” and “Smackdown” need an overhaul.

6.      I think it need so freshness to the show. . . it need newer guys with more spark and less arrogance. They to run into the show ready to earn something, not walk in the show thinking they deserve something.

Part 3: My favorite top ten wrestlers (that at one time was on WWE)

1. The Undertaker (I’m sad that I usually only see him once a year and then he is gone.)

2. Jeff Hardy (I know he is at TNA now. I love his high flying stuff and his artistic image.)

3. Edge (I hope his neck heals. I think he should train a guy other than Christian and get them in the ring.)

4. Shawn Michaels (I think he should also train new men for WWE, he knows the ropes.)

5. Triple H

6. Hulkhogian (Co-owner of TNA, which is doing better than WWE.)

7. Matt Hardy (He and his brother Jeff have an awesome show called The Hardy Show http://www.thematthardyshow.com)

8. CM Punk (I liked him before the “sober and clean” phase. After that phase he just got too preachy.)

9. Orton (I liked him after legacy, but before he decided to go heel to get the belt).

10. John Cena (I liked him before he started to act in action movies.)

 
 
 
 
 
 

Part 1: Summerslam 2013

Okay, it's only been an hour in and already I want to change the channel.

Pre-show Rating a D

(The rules show always be no DQ in Paid-per-view. This includes the pre-show. . . people are paying for this show, more than most ppv. I think WWE is very greedy. If you are charging almost $50 per show I want to see something for my money.)

If you are going to have a handicap at least put that on the real show. It's a cop-out when you half-ass it in the pre-show.

Never put a belt match during the pre-show. (Most bars, parties there is usually too much noise and you can't always hear the pre-show.)

Think about your audience especially if they are paying for the show.

The only reason why it didn't fail is because I like RVD. (However I don't like him getting manhandled by the shield.)

The rest of the show may not be in order. I'll be honest, usually I am very neutral when it comes to my WWE blogs, but I just don't care anymore. I feel that WWE has gone seriously down hill. (I mention this in part two.)

Kane Vs The Wyatts rated D

Ok, I see Johnny Cash rolling in his grave by using his song title “Ring of Fire” for that match.

The fire wasn't like any of the fire matches I have seen before. The flames just got in the way of the camera, and I felt that there was no danger. A match like that just made the wrestlers sweat and Kane sweaty isn't the best sight.

It was not worth paying for the pay-per-view. It was also too easy for the Wyatts to get in the ring. This needed more danger element. (I also think the handicap three vs one is just getting really old.)

The Mixed Tag Match rated a D

I'll be honest, I didn't really care about this match. In fact, I think Vicki (the one who probably made it happen. . . has no taste.)

It was a waste of WWE fans time. AJ is getting old (in both age and as a fad. I saw wrinkles around her eyes. Stress can cause aging.)

The only thing keeping it floating was Katilyn's hair and the fact that AJ did not win.

I understood that Rhodes won his match which I also give a rating of a D.

I wasn't a fan of either wrestler in this match. I just disliked Rhodes a little less. I couldn't stand the arrogant man, who thinks we're all stupid. What is stupid is being so “smart” and still wrestling the way he does. (How did the arrogant douchebag have the money in the bag?)
The only thing that saved the match was the fact that Rhodes stood up for himself.

The only reason I give a C to the entertainment in between in because the Miz punched Fandingo. <---I spelled that right. Wrestling doesn't need a dancing fruitcake.

I didn't even rate the diva match, because I so bored. The match didn't make me turn my head. I can do more with my barbie-dolls. I did like Medusa’s hair.

Christian vs Del Rio rated a D-

It went back and forth like a tennis match. Rio made me grade it down, because I only grade in English.

Best Vs Beast rated C-

First, I want to say that I cannot stand snakes like Heyman. If I could people like that on an island so they could screw each other, I would. (The last time an author did that the book Ten Little Indians (also known as Then There was None) was created.

Punk has issues (ever since the “sober and clean” act, he has had issues. I'm not saying do drugs. I'm just saying lighten up.)

Brock is an ape. (I'm sorry for the apes. Actually I think he is one of missing links between us and monkeys.)

I also think if you break more than one bone (on purpose), then you should not be able to fight with WWE. (I love violence and blood as much as the next person, but purposely breaking bones is not the way to win the match. This is for entertainment. If Brock wants to break bones then he needs to go back to fighting. He almost broke Punk's arm; I'm just glad that Punk was able to counter it.)

The fact that Punk could have had won, but Heyman (who I have never really seen wrestle) got in the way. . . has made me turned off to WWE. (I guess I'll just have to stick to TNA.) I know Heyman is a dochebag (to put in the nicest way possible), but Punk needed to get over himself. (I agree that Heyman needs a beating, but I think only way it would work would be in the parking lot. Just make sure the camera is rolling and Heyman had touched him first.)

The thing was for such a huge match. . . it was predictable. . . my brother, uncle and boyfriend all said that Punk was going to dive for Heyman and be nailed by Brock and that is exactly what happened. (However I think WWE could make a documentary on this storyline alone. . . Punk vs Heyman and how Heyman always just pulls his guys along until they get sick of him over their shoulders.)

Cena vs Bryan (AKA goatboy) with Triple H as guest ref rated a B- (the highest rating all night. It's sad. It would have been A-/B+ rating if there was no DQ.)

I was happy that Bryan won. I just feel once a wrestler start acting he just acts different. I feel Cena hasn't been the same since he start acting. I liked him when he was doing the rap thing and trying to prove himself. It's like now that he is at the top of mountain. . . there isn't the same spark in him anymore.

I will be honest, I am not a fan of the beard. However I do see a spark in Bryan than WWE needs. . . it's like a hunger. This hunger is what is driving him. (Triple H sees it in Bryan, but doesn't Vince?)

I thought that Triple H was very fair as ref during this match. However I have no idea what happen when Orton showed up. I never saw him knocking Bryan out. (Is Triple H turning heel? Is this a good thing?)

Bryan vs Orton rated D

I would have given it a much higher rating if Bryan was not knocked out. I also thought that Orton was just being stating that he was there. I just felt that it was wrong on how he won the title belt.

Overall this show gets a D. . . that is barely passing by school standards. (In fact, my parents would ground me if I got a D, so I think Vince should be grounded.)

I was completely disappointed for all of the hype that Summerslam gets and to have it turn out like this. I think I'll have to step away from WWE for a while. They just are not doing it for me anymore.

 
 
 
 
 
 

Front Page: Melzela is finished.

Top Headlines: Book one of eight is finished.

I have sent out advertisements for beta readers for book one of my vampire series Crimson Shadow Collection. The book is called Melzela. I have been posting stuff about it on my writing blog http://RebekahWolveire.wordpress.com I have gotten over 25 beta readers, which is awesome. I didn’t think I would get such an interest in it.
I think

Health News:

I have been really moody lately. I mean like I would snap without warning. I would like to believe that it was due to the fact I had a deadline to finish my book, so I could get my five free copies. (The funny part to that was I had to wait because of credit issue. Irony!)
I have been fine other than some heartburn, and a serious craving for ice cream.

Writing and Arts

Do you like vampires? Do you want a new book to read over the summer? Do you want your opinion to considered?

I am still seeking more beta readers for my book called Melzela. It is book one of my vampire series Crimson Shadow Collection.

Quote: There are four point six billion people living in the world today in the year of two thousand eight after the death of Christ. There are possibly hundreds perhaps even thousands of vampires dotting the landscape of the human world. This is the story of about seventy five or so of them. These are the stories of my sire Melzela and, her prodigy

                                                                                             ~Deangelo~

Here is a book Blurb from Melzela:

Her mother told her epic stories, Melzela never thought she would be one!  She never thought she would travel, or be a spy. All she knew was she would do anything to find true love.  She left her family seeking the love and passion she had heard in her mother’s stories.

She ran into friends who would change her life. She showed them how to be street smart, and they demonstrated a love that she had never known. In her quest for love, she was transformed:  she was made to stay in the shadows and travel by the moon. She had to take life to keep living. She wasn’t going to allow the obstacles to stray her from her journey.

This was only the beginning of Melzela’s story. This was her personal piece.

If you are interested please message on my facebook page http://www.facebook.com/RebekahWolveire or message me.

Local Fun

Most of May and June, I was editing when I was awake. I am taking the summer off. Tom and I wanted to go to Cedar Point, but now I found out that they have a size limit. I am not paying $55 to find out that I may not be able to ride all of the coasters. It’s my curse for Tom liking all of my curves. We are both very disappointed. We do want to go to a few museums, and maybe we would explore Cleveland.

I have been playing my Sims. However I haven’t finished a storyline yet. I need to do that. I also need to get all of my achievements on Sims 3.

We have been watching a few TV shows: ER, Bones, Tru Calling, Dexter season 3 and Smallville season 9. Tom decided to get direct TV, so we are soon going to have 205 channels and nothing to watch. LOL

Dear Me

Dear Me,

Live life the way you want to, and be happy. If you are not happy, then the only person to blame is yourself.

Myself and I.

PS I sound like a fortune cookie. My favorite fortune: You will profit greatly from your original ideas.

Soap Operas

Well, there is always something going on at the house. Everyone has been fighting over bills and where what paperwork goes to. It just seem like everyone had been getting on my nerves so much easier lately. I know that it seemed if I did not tell anyone to leave me alone that once I got on the computer, they all seemed to flock over me. I really didn’t think that editing was all that interesting. In fact, to me editing is work, and I cannot stand that type of work.

I also feel that every time Tom and I tried to plan, something would fuck up our plans. This has really frustrated us.

I keep getting paranoid whenever I hear that my father is going to call. I just have this feeling he is going to do something drastic, and then my brutal past is going to repeat. I do not want him to control any aspect of my life: I want to do it all on my own without the hints or lectures. I want to make my own mistakes. I am sick of not experiencing anything and learning from watching from the sideline. I need to get into the game. I have been avoiding my father, because he wants to tell me what to do. . . starting with getting married. I do not believe in marriage: there has not been a married couple that I have seen (around my age) that are still together. I hate that I have to avoid the boys as well. I miss them.




Spiritual Edge

Friday was the Solstice and Sat-Sun was the supermoon (largest moon of the year, happens every 14 months). I believed that timing is a huge thing with the spiritual world. I think that it was very powerful Solstice, because of the moon. I did what I have done for that last three years. I wrote a release book: full of complaints, spells, worries, dreams, goals, and any on my mind. Then I burnt the book giving it to the gods. I released everything.

 
 
 
 
 
 

April Updates: Distractions and Weather

Front Page: April went so fast. . .

Top Headlines:

The weather has gotten warmer, but in Ohio you blink and it seems you miss the warm days. I am hoping that May stays warm. Mom was in the hospital at the beginning of the month; she had some female problems. She has to go back to make sure it’s nothing serious. She has been doing better, but she had lost a serious amount of blood. It’s funny, my mom looked like a zombie, my father when he went into the hospital for a GI bleed, looked like a zombie, and my brother had clots that made parts come off, so I am in a zombie family. Can’t my family keep blood in the body?

We have been trying to get out when the weather is warm. We took a few walks, even if it was just up to McDonalds.

We have been watching TV, and playing RPGs. It has been keeping us busy.

I keep trying to call to get an appointment for counseling to get a house, but the companies I have been working with have not contacted us back. I think one day I am just going to show up and see what they do then. Tom and I just want to know what to do to get a damn house. If his damn apartment didn’t have so many rules and people working against him, we would have still been there. I just hope that May is better month than April for finding a house. I do not want to even look until we talk to a counselor.

Health News:

I have been doing pretty well, except a few minor sinus issues cause jaw soreness. However I have been craving salad. I just feel like I cannot get enough lettuce. I just do not make a simple salad either: I have to have a protein, spinach, sprouts, tomatoes, cheese, croutons etc. I have not met a person yet who does not like my salads. The thing is I just feel healthier eating them. So next month I am buying more salad type food.

Writing and Arts

I have been editing several chapters, but I am not even half way. I hope to get there soon. I need to get this book finished by the beginning of June, so I can get the proof and then the five free copies. However I don’t want to force my book, because I want to first vampire story to make sense. This has been a four year project.
I also need to work on the other books in the series. I am not sure if I want to work on book six: Deangelo’s story or work on book 2: Daris’ story.

I wrote a short story this week inspired by Top Chef. My mom had gotten three different seasons from the library. I just wish that they didn’t come in all at once.

I am Becky and I have a problem. I am a Sims addict: I love to download Sims stuff, creating and decorating lots, and watching sims live their lives as I tell them what to do. However this game distracts me from the writing and editing that I need to do. I need to schedule time for Sims.

Local Fun

We have been role playing in several different games. In Tom’s DnD game I am an elf. I have also been a cat, because we base some our characters off of Skyrim. Normally it’s based in a medieval setting, and we deal with magic and dragons.
Now we are playing a game called Shadowrun, and it’s a futuristic game, and I am an elf who is a mechanic that sells spare parts to the black market. However what sucked is that the character sheet was so complicated that it took me and hour and half to complete and I was the fastest character made. It based off the six die. However in some situations you can role 20 or more six die. I liked it because I could picture my character in a garage, with spare parts selling in alleys avoiding main phones line so I don’t get the wrong ears hearing my conversations. I also have connections. I bust my ass, and I avoid take drugs, so I sell them as fast as I get them. I have seen several friends and coworkers die into the technological drugs. I do not like the matrix as I was told by a kid that it’s addicting and not to trust anyone who wants me to hangout in technology. However now I am working with a team and one of them is connected to the matrix.

I have been trying to experiment around the house to find free wifi. I usually only get it whenever everyone is asleep, because they are still. I also take that little time and try to enjoy myself. However I might get 3-5 hours a week, if I arrange my sleep schedule. I haven’t had a normal sleep schedule is weeks.

We have been watching a few TV shows: Six Feet Under and Smallville. I have one more season left for Six Feet Under; I heard it was the most interesting season. It has been giving me weird dreams of life vs. death. We are watching seasons 5 and 6 of Smallville. I am sad, because I know that Lex only stays until season 7.

Dear Me

Dear Me,

You need to get more motivated. You need to focus more on your writing, try your best to avoid distraction. Sims and TV are your biggest distractions.

Myself and I.

Laughter is the best medicine

Control Freak

15signs your boyfriend is control freak

15. During lovemaking, remains levitated just above a perfectly made bed and insists you do likewise.

14. Not only cuts up your steak for you, but numbers it as well.

13. The blindfold. The cuffs. The way she makes you yell "Thank you, Ms. Reno! May I have another?"

12. After you reach over to unlock his car door, he makes you do it again the *right* way.

11. He accedes to a romantic horse and buggy ride through Central Park -- *if* they let him drive.

10. Becomes furious if you have on your Tuesday socks at 11:30 PM Monday night.

9. He's carrying a copy of "Men are From Mars, Women Should Just Do What I Say."

8. "You idiot! That's not how you send a submission to the Top 5 list! Here, give me that keyboard."

7. If you use the wrong fork at dinner, she jabs the correct one into your neck.

6. When you threaten to leave her, she responds screaming, "And do what, Pretty Boy? Another AAMCO commercial?!?"

5. Swears she wouldn't correct you about your breathing if you weren't "doing it all wrong."

4. She sits on the couch and heckles that sloppy Martha Stewart Show.

3. Refuses to let you call Mia on Mother's Day.

2. His TV remote has a PIN number.

1. She keeps telling you that even though you're just a humble boy from Arkansas now, if you stick with her, you'll be President someday.



We have enough gun control. What we need is idiot control.

source:
http://www.jokebuddha.com/Control#ixzz2RiNa0yYq

Q: What do lawyers use for birth control?
A: Their personalities.

source:
http://www.jokebuddha.com/Control#ixzz2RiNgkak4

A guy named Bob is travelling by Amtrak with two strangers sitting close to him.
He is trying to sleep, but those guys were speaking loudly for a very long time heavily criticizing George Bush, the war in Iraq, corruption, unemployment, etc.
So Bob, in an attempt to force the guys to stop talking and let him sleep, tells them as a joke, that there is a new total control system developed by the FBI that spies upon all citizens, and there are lots of listening devices everywhere, so that anyone criticizing the government would be severely punished.
This didn't have any effect on those guys, moreover they just laughed at Bob, and carried on and on, saying even more rude jokes about George Bush and the government.
Finally, close to 3:00 am, Bob goes to the restroom, and runs into the train conductor.
Bob asks the conductor to bring him some water and sleeping pills at exactly 3:00 a.m.
He goes back to his place and says loudly into the base of his seat, so that talkative guys could hear him:
"If the FBI director can hear me: could you please bring me a glass of water and some sleeping pills at 3:00 a.m., because there are some idiots here who are speaking too loudly about some political issues and won't let me sleep."
The guys continue talking.
Exactly at 3:00 am, the door opens and the conductor comes out, and gives Bob the water and some sleeping pills.
The guys are shocked and finally stop talking. Bob is happy and manages to fall asleep...
When he wakes in the morning, the talkative guys are no where to be found.
Out of curiosity he asks the conductor about them, (also remembering that there shouldn't have been any stops at night).
The conductor replies that some people in black suits stopped the train and arrested those guys.
Bob is completely shocked and surprised and asks about why he was not arrested.
The conductor answers that he doesn't have a clue but one of the guys in black suits said that the director of the FBI liked Bob's joke about the water and pills...

source:
http://www.jokebuddha.com/Control#ixzz2RiOYgbQH

Soap Operas

Well, I guess my father and mom were in the hospital at the same time. Mom had to get a mass removed that was causing her to lose blood. She has to see the doctor about options next month. My father had another infection his shoulder, and he is back on IV antibiotics. However he is not letting his new wife, who is a nurse, take care of him. Now I know where I get my stubbornness.
The weird thing is that this was not the first time that this has happened. I was in robot mood up until last week; I just broke down when everyone else was a sleep as I wrote a letter to my father trying to explain why I haven’t talked to him since October. However I have not sent it yet and I not sure if I will, because there is a piece of me that wants him to figure this out on his own. I pretty sure he’ll never figure it out as he will pass blame on everyone but himself.
Okay so to make a three page letter, really short: I stopped talking to my father when he tried to control my hair, get me into being in his third wedding, and then he tried to get me to move into his old house. I believe these are controlling strategies. He tried to control my money when I worked. He would try to control hormones if he could. (He even uses my little brothers to get me to tell him info and/or to come over. I have had to drop them as well, because I know whatever I tell them, especially my youngest brother, it will get back to my father. I miss my brothers.)
Anyway, he went off moved out of his house, and into a woman with my name that he didn’t know a year. He wanted to switch all the plans for my 30th birthday, so I can bake cookies, and be in his wedding. (I really like the woman he has married, but I think they got into it way too fast. I didn’t stop talking to him, because of her, but believes it is. What gets me is that I look like my mom, act like my father, and now I have the same name as my new stepmother. . . where is my own identity?)
My father also doesn’t know the real me, when I visit him, I have this robotic mask on. He can’t handle the bitchy, emotional me. He claims that all females are unstable, but it’s just because they have hormones rushing through their bodies once a month. I can get just as hormonal as the next woman so month more so. (Tom is amazing for being able to handle me.) My father also doesn’t know about my spiritual beliefs and the fact that I have been against the church since I found out about the lairs and politics that run most churches. I also do not believe in marriage. You don’t need a ring or piece of paper to tell someone you love them or that you want to live together. I also think a child needs a mother and father: they don’t need to be husband and wife to be good parents. Most people I know that are married, feel stuck, and feel that they cannot change. Tom and I don’t have a normal relationship: we are in an open relationship, we tell each other everything and it works for us. The important thing is that we are happy.
The thing is I am happy with myself. I am happy wanting to be a writer for a living. I am happy with Tom. I am happy trying to do things on our own. I am happy with my beliefs, my love of art, and myself. I don’t care if my family approves of me or not, it’s their lost, not mine.
I think I am not talking to him the most, because I don’t want to hear that he might say that I am bad influence and he doesn’t want the boys to see me. That would hurt me the most, I really do miss them.

The thing that irks me the most at my mom’s house is when I go to edit, write, or watch TV and everyone wants me to talk to them or do some kind of chore or errand. There have been times where I would ask before and they say that they don’t need anything and yet once I get on the computer, then they would ask me do to the chore or try to talk to me. They also get me started up on some stupid thing like religion, politics, or my father, get me frustrated and then wonder why I am mad. My mother’s view and my uncle’s view are defiantly not my view. I could never have them represent me, because we look at the world completely different. Actually their views really don’t make that much sense to me.
My uncle and brother really tear down my good vibes. My brother thinks he’s always right, but I know more facts than he does. And when you add the stubbornness from our parents, he acts like a jerk. He also keeps trying to get people to buy him alcohol; I like when he is broke so he can’t drink. I would try an intervention, but it wouldn’t do much good, because he doesn’t believe he has a problem. He has a missing leg and phantom pains and he believes that the alcohol is the only thing gets rid of those pains. I think he needs to get to a doctor or use some kind of alternative medicines.
My uncle is one of the most negative people I have ever met. I have some theories, but they are kind of personal. He calls himself a realist, but he puts down every one of our hopes, and dreams that my mom and I talk about. I liked to believe at one point I was a realist as well, but a realist is one who looks at both positive and negative aspects, but still has high hopes. They dream with positivity and look at the negativity as if they are warnings. I just wish he would just find a happy place without money.
I also can’t wait to get our own place, because I rarely have time to myself and I have to share everything. I share my cookies, my salad stuff, my shampoo, my soda, this is getting old really fast, especially when I go to get something and it’ gone, because I didn’t hide it well enough.
I hope to get our own place really soon, because I really want my own space and my own stuff.

Tom and I will stay with a friend of ours at least every other weekend, sometimes more. I get free wifi, and I get to cook on a stove that has a range for griddle. It’s nice, I feel like I am cooking on a TV show in that kitchen. I also get to make waffles with strawberries.
Anyway, my mom had an afternoon to herself and my father showed up. Of course, my mom was freaked out, especially with their bad history. Anyway, so she told him that we were staying with a friend and she had no idea where we were. (It’s not a lie, because she hadn’t been around the house.) I just wish my father would leave me alone long to do something. But no, he has to try to control everything. I am not to be controlled!

Spiritual Edge

I have really been lacking in spirituality. I need to get back to my spiritual side. I have talked to the Goddess here and there. I hope for warm weather soon so I can enjoy myself outside.

I think I am going to try and find spirituality in food: in cooking it, in preparing it, and hopefully in enjoying it!

Things I am grateful for. . .

1.    Sunny, warm days

2.    Not being sick

3.    Salads, especially with fresh spinach

4.    Getting my errands done in one day

5.    No pain

6.    My boyfriend (being so patient)

7.    Free WiFi

8.    Colors of spring: flowers, leaves, and grass

9.    Time to edit

10. Hope

 
 
 
 
 
 

April Updates: Distractions and Weather

Front Page: April went so fast. . .

Top Headlines:

The weather has gotten warmer, but in Ohio you blink and it seems you miss the warm days. I am hoping that May stays warm. Mom was in the hospital at the beginning of the month; she had some female problems. She has to go back to make sure it’s nothing serious. She has been doing better, but she had lost a serious amount of blood. It’s funny, my mom looked like a zombie, my father when he went into the hospital for a GI bleed, looked like a zombie, and my brother had clots that made parts come off, so I am in a zombie family. Can’t my family keep blood in the body?

We have been trying to get out when the weather is warm. We took a few walks, even if it was just up to McDonalds.

We have been watching TV, and playing RPGs. It has been keeping us busy.

I keep trying to call to get an appointment for counseling to get a house, but the companies I have been working with have not contacted us back. I think one day I am just going to show up and see what they do then. Tom and I just want to know what to do to get a damn house. If his damn apartment didn’t have so many rules and people working against him, we would have still been there. I just hope that May is better month than April for finding a house. I do not want to even look until we talk to a counselor.

Health News:

I have been doing pretty well, except a few minor sinus issues cause jaw soreness. However I have been craving salad. I just feel like I cannot get enough lettuce. I just do not make a simple salad either: I have to have a protein, spinach, sprouts, tomatoes, cheese, croutons etc. I have not met a person yet who does not like my salads. The thing is I just feel healthier eating them. So next month I am buying more salad type food.

Writing and Arts

I have been editing several chapters, but I am not even half way. I hope to get there soon. I need to get this book finished by the beginning of June, so I can get the proof and then the five free copies. However I don’t want to force my book, because I want to first vampire story to make sense. This has been a four year project.
I also need to work on the other books in the series. I am not sure if I want to work on book six: Deangelo’s story or work on book 2: Daris’ story.

I wrote a short story this week inspired by Top Chef. My mom had gotten three different seasons from the library. I just wish that they didn’t come in all at once.

I am Becky and I have a problem. I am a Sims addict: I love to download Sims stuff, creating and decorating lots, and watching sims live their lives as I tell them what to do. However this game distracts me from the writing and editing that I need to do. I need to schedule time for Sims.

Local Fun

We have been role playing in several different games. In Tom’s DnD game I am an elf. I have also been a cat, because we base some our characters off of Skyrim. Normally it’s based in a medieval setting, and we deal with magic and dragons.
Now we are playing a game called Shadowrun, and it’s a futuristic game, and I am an elf who is a mechanic that sells spare parts to the black market. However what sucked is that the character sheet was so complicated that it took me and hour and half to complete and I was the fastest character made. It based off the six die. However in some situations you can role 20 or more six die. I liked it because I could picture my character in a garage, with spare parts selling in alleys avoiding main phones line so I don’t get the wrong ears hearing my conversations. I also have connections. I bust my ass, and I avoid take drugs, so I sell them as fast as I get them. I have seen several friends and coworkers die into the technological drugs. I do not like the matrix as I was told by a kid that it’s addicting and not to trust anyone who wants me to hangout in technology. However now I am working with a team and one of them is connected to the matrix.

I have been trying to experiment around the house to find free wifi. I usually only get it whenever everyone is asleep, because they are still. I also take that little time and try to enjoy myself. However I might get 3-5 hours a week, if I arrange my sleep schedule. I haven’t had a normal sleep schedule is weeks.

We have been watching a few TV shows: Six Feet Under and Smallville. I have one more season left for Six Feet Under; I heard it was the most interesting season. It has been giving me weird dreams of life vs. death. We are watching seasons 5 and 6 of Smallville. I am sad, because I know that Lex only stays until season 7.

Dear Me

Dear Me,

You need to get more motivated. You need to focus more on your writing, try your best to avoid distraction. Sims and TV are your biggest distractions.

Myself and I.

Laughter is the best medicine

Control Freak

15signs your boyfriend is control freak

15. During lovemaking, remains levitated just above a perfectly made bed and insists you do likewise.

14. Not only cuts up your steak for you, but numbers it as well.

13. The blindfold. The cuffs. The way she makes you yell "Thank you, Ms. Reno! May I have another?"

12. After you reach over to unlock his car door, he makes you do it again the *right* way.

11. He accedes to a romantic horse and buggy ride through Central Park -- *if* they let him drive.

10. Becomes furious if you have on your Tuesday socks at 11:30 PM Monday night.

9. He's carrying a copy of "Men are From Mars, Women Should Just Do What I Say."

8. "You idiot! That's not how you send a submission to the Top 5 list! Here, give me that keyboard."

7. If you use the wrong fork at dinner, she jabs the correct one into your neck.

6. When you threaten to leave her, she responds screaming, "And do what, Pretty Boy? Another AAMCO commercial?!?"

5. Swears she wouldn't correct you about your breathing if you weren't "doing it all wrong."

4. She sits on the couch and heckles that sloppy Martha Stewart Show.

3. Refuses to let you call Mia on Mother's Day.

2. His TV remote has a PIN number.

1. She keeps telling you that even though you're just a humble boy from Arkansas now, if you stick with her, you'll be President someday.



We have enough gun control. What we need is idiot control.

source: http://www.jokebuddha.com/Control#ixzz2RiNa0yYq

Q: What do lawyers use for birth control?
A: Their personalities.

source: http://www.jokebuddha.com/Control#ixzz2RiNgkak4

A guy named Bob is travelling by Amtrak with two strangers sitting close to him.
He is trying to sleep, but those guys were speaking loudly for a very long time heavily criticizing George Bush, the war in Iraq, corruption, unemployment, etc.
So Bob, in an attempt to force the guys to stop talking and let him sleep, tells them as a joke, that there is a new total control system developed by the FBI that spies upon all citizens, and there are lots of listening devices everywhere, so that anyone criticizing the government would be severely punished.
This didn't have any effect on those guys, moreover they just laughed at Bob, and carried on and on, saying even more rude jokes about George Bush and the government.
Finally, close to 3:00 am, Bob goes to the restroom, and runs into the train conductor.
Bob asks the conductor to bring him some water and sleeping pills at exactly 3:00 a.m.
He goes back to his place and says loudly into the base of his seat, so that talkative guys could hear him:
"If the FBI director can hear me: could you please bring me a glass of water and some sleeping pills at 3:00 a.m., because there are some idiots here who are speaking too loudly about some political issues and won't let me sleep."
The guys continue talking.
Exactly at 3:00 am, the door opens and the conductor comes out, and gives Bob the water and some sleeping pills.
The guys are shocked and finally stop talking. Bob is happy and manages to fall asleep...
When he wakes in the morning, the talkative guys are no where to be found.
Out of curiosity he asks the conductor about them, (also remembering that there shouldn't have been any stops at night).
The conductor replies that some people in black suits stopped the train and arrested those guys.
Bob is completely shocked and surprised and asks about why he was not arrested.
The conductor answers that he doesn't have a clue but one of the guys in black suits said that the director of the FBI liked Bob's joke about the water and pills...

source: http://www.jokebuddha.com/Control#ixzz2RiOYgbQH

Soap Operas

Well, I guess my father and mom were in the hospital at the same time. Mom had to get a mass removed that was causing her to lose blood. She has to see the doctor about options next month. My father had another infection his shoulder, and he is back on IV antibiotics. However he is not letting his new wife, who is a nurse, take care of him. Now I know where I get my stubbornness.
The weird thing is that this was not the first time that this has happened. I was in robot mood up until last week; I just broke down when everyone else was a sleep as I wrote a letter to my father trying to explain why I haven’t talked to him since October. However I have not sent it yet and I not sure if I will, because there is a piece of me that wants him to figure this out on his own. I pretty sure he’ll never figure it out as he will pass blame on everyone but himself.
Okay so to make a three page letter, really short: I stopped talking to my father when he tried to control my hair, get me into being in his third wedding, and then he tried to get me to move into his old house. I believe these are controlling strategies. He tried to control my money when I worked. He would try to control hormones if he could. (He even uses my little brothers to get me to tell him info and/or to come over. I have had to drop them as well, because I know whatever I tell them, especially my youngest brother, it will get back to my father. I miss my brothers.)
Anyway, he went off moved out of his house, and into a woman with my name that he didn’t know a year. He wanted to switch all the plans for my 30th birthday, so I can bake cookies, and be in his wedding. (I really like the woman he has married, but I think they got into it way too fast. I didn’t stop talking to him, because of her, but believes it is. What gets me is that I look like my mom, act like my father, and now I have the same name as my new stepmother. . . where is my own identity?)
My father also doesn’t know the real me, when I visit him, I have this robotic mask on. He can’t handle the bitchy, emotional me. He claims that all females are unstable, but it’s just because they have hormones rushing through their bodies once a month. I can get just as hormonal as the next woman so month more so. (Tom is amazing for being able to handle me.) My father also doesn’t know about my spiritual beliefs and the fact that I have been against the church since I found out about the lairs and politics that run most churches. I also do not believe in marriage. You don’t need a ring or piece of paper to tell someone you love them or that you want to live together. I also think a child needs a mother and father: they don’t need to be husband and wife to be good parents. Most people I know that are married, feel stuck, and feel that they cannot change. Tom and I don’t have a normal relationship: we are in an open relationship, we tell each other everything and it works for us. The important thing is that we are happy.
The thing is I am happy with myself. I am happy wanting to be a writer for a living. I am happy with Tom. I am happy trying to do things on our own. I am happy with my beliefs, my love of art, and myself. I don’t care if my family approves of me or not, it’s their lost, not mine.
I think I am not talking to him the most, because I don’t want to hear that he might say that I am bad influence and he doesn’t want the boys to see me. That would hurt me the most, I really do miss them.

The thing that irks me the most at my mom’s house is when I go to edit, write, or watch TV and everyone wants me to talk to them or do some kind of chore or errand. There have been times where I would ask before and they say that they don’t need anything and yet once I get on the computer, then they would ask me do to the chore or try to talk to me. They also get me started up on some stupid thing like religion, politics, or my father, get me frustrated and then wonder why I am mad. My mother’s view and my uncle’s view are defiantly not my view. I could never have them represent me, because we look at the world completely different. Actually their views really don’t make that much sense to me.
My uncle and brother really tear down my good vibes. My brother thinks he’s always right, but I know more facts than he does. And when you add the stubbornness from our parents, he acts like a jerk. He also keeps trying to get people to buy him alcohol; I like when he is broke so he can’t drink. I would try an intervention, but it wouldn’t do much good, because he doesn’t believe he has a problem. He has a missing leg and phantom pains and he believes that the alcohol is the only thing gets rid of those pains. I think he needs to get to a doctor or use some kind of alternative medicines.
My uncle is one of the most negative people I have ever met. I have some theories, but they are kind of personal. He calls himself a realist, but he puts down every one of our hopes, and dreams that my mom and I talk about. I liked to believe at one point I was a realist as well, but a realist is one who looks at both positive and negative aspects, but still has high hopes. They dream with positivity and look at the negativity as if they are warnings. I just wish he would just find a happy place without money.
I also can’t wait to get our own place, because I rarely have time to myself and I have to share everything. I share my cookies, my salad stuff, my shampoo, my soda, this is getting old really fast, especially when I go to get something and it’ gone, because I didn’t hide it well enough.
I hope to get our own place really soon, because I really want my own space and my own stuff.

Tom and I will stay with a friend of ours at least every other weekend, sometimes more. I get free wifi, and I get to cook on a stove that has a range for griddle. It’s nice, I feel like I am cooking on a TV show in that kitchen. I also get to make waffles with strawberries.
Anyway, my mom had an afternoon to herself and my father showed up. Of course, my mom was freaked out, especially with their bad history. Anyway, so she told him that we were staying with a friend and she had no idea where we were. (It’s not a lie, because she hadn’t been around the house.) I just wish my father would leave me alone long to do something. But no, he has to try to control everything. I am not to be controlled!

Spiritual Edge

I have really been lacking in spirituality. I need to get back to my spiritual side. I have talked to the Goddess here and there. I hope for warm weather soon so I can enjoy myself outside.

I think I am going to try and find spirituality in food: in cooking it, in preparing it, and hopefully in enjoying it! I made grilled pork with a garlic, onion butter sauce. It was very good.

 
 
 
 
 
 

I had an idea. . . I was thinking of making a small review corner on my writing blog. I have been reading the book The Marshall Plan for Novel Writing and it says to read my genre. However I have learned I write in several genres: Paranormal; Occult; Vampire; thriller; drama; and mostly Horror. My favorite authors are Anne Rice and Stephen King.

What I was thinking was to read short stories or pieces of novels and give them reviews on my blog. I thought that if maybe I review a few others, then others would see and they could review as well. When I ask for feedback, I want to know if my characters are likable, and relatable. I want to know if my story is actually interesting. As a story-teller and writer, I basically want to know am I really bringing written art to the world or am I just wasting time? I want to know if there are others who want to read my work. I will post my reviews on my writing blog http://RebekahWolveire.wordpress.com

Fellow Writers. . . what I need for a review


  1. Title

  2. Pen name (Name you are publishing with)

  3. A link to the title, e-mail, or place where others can get your work.

  4. Webpages or other way that other people can ask questions about your work


  • I want no more than 50 computer pages 8×11. No more than 25,000 words
    (If it part of a novel, then send me up 50 pages of most interesting part.)

  • You can add a picture. (No more than what wordpress allows, my blog is on word press)

This is how I plan to write my review.


  1. Title and author

  2. I want to write as little as one to two or as much as four to five sentences of summary.

  3. Then I will write some about the character/dialogue.

  4. Then I will write something about the storyline.

  5. Extra notes: if it made me emotional or I was able to relate. If it has adult material I would mention it here.

  6. Rating of 1to 5 pages. (5 pages is like 5 stars or a grade of an A.)

  7. Link to actual story.

If you are interested please message me at RebekahWolveire@yahoo.com or go to my facebook page http://www.facebook.com/RebekahWolveire

 
 
 
 
 
 

“The Whispering Path.” By Rebekah Wolveire

Is free for the next week (with coupon code)

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Your coupon code is AT84H (not case-sensitive).

Expires April 18, 2013.

Please read and send feedback.

 
 
 
 
 
 

Wrestlemania 29 April 7, 2013

Predictions (are in bold and underlined)



Rock Vs. Cena                                                         +1

Punk Vs Undertaker                                              +1

Swagger Vs. Rio                                                      +1

Triple H Vs. Lensar                                                +1

Orton/Shamus/Big Show Vs. Shield                  +0

Hell No Vs. Ziggler/biggie                                    +1

Jericho Vs. Fadango                                             +0

Miz Vs. Barrett                                                          +1

Ryback Vs. Henry                                                  +1

                                                                                  7/9

Miz Vs. Barrett

Miz fought Barrett during the preshow and many, including myself, were upset that they were not part of the show. I know they mention it during the shows, but I think they were just pressed for time and took the match off the card. I give it a D simply I wanted Miz to win, but since I didn’t see it I can’t grade them anymore.

Orton/Shamus/Big Show Vs Shield

The only reason the shield one was due to the fact that Orton and Shamus didn’t want to wrestle with the Big Show. I wanted Orton/Shamus/Big Show to win, but Orton crossed the Big Show. It’s funny the Big Show looks like someone Tom and I are acquainted with. I would give the match a C. I think the grade would have gone up if they had worked together, won and then took each other out.

Ryback Vs. Henry

I really don’t like Henry as a heel (bad-character). I think he is misunderstood, but cheating doesn’t make sense. At the beginning it took like cave man arguing on who got the bigger dinosaur. Ryback took a lot of pounding simply to wear Henry out, which was smart. However I think that Ryback is stronger than Henry, but I really thought that Henry was going to cheat to in. I also thought that Ryback was going to move a bit faster. Henry won and I give the match B-, because it still threw me for a curve.

Hell No Vs. Ziggler/biggie

I was impressed with AJ’s legs, but that was the only thing good on her. I really don’t like Ziggler, he just rubs me the wrong way. First he was a cheerleader for Vince and then he was with Vickie. Ziggler tried to mimic goat boy, but goat boy pinned him for a two-count at the beginning. I give the match B-, because the team I wanted to win, actually won.

Jericho Vs. Fadango

I don’t know what WWE was thinking when they hired Fandango. . . he just keeps dancing around. Is it for entertainment value? Come on, he dances when he should be fighting. . . did Vince hire him to please his political wife. This match is so corny that is making want to have an interest in MMA fights; at least they have blood within real fighting.
The match really annoyed me. This freakin’ drama queen stole a hold from Jericho. I am not a Jericho fan, but I am not happy that twinkle toes won a match. For entertainment value I give this match a C-.

Swagger Vs. Rio

I don’t like Rio and his announcer looks like a monkey. However I think that Swagger is just plain stupid. I was quite bored with this match.
I don’t know who is worst, it would be better if a third party knocked them both out. I was so disappointed that I give this match a D.

Undertaker Vs. Punk

I am so happy. 21-0. Undertaker won (and it shut Tom up for this year anyway. He kept razzing me about the small chance that Puck could win. HaHa he didn’t!)
Punk actually tried to win with a count-out that is just so low.
CM Punk tried to cheat, but Undertaker won in the end. (My voice went hoarse and I got a back spasm from freaking out.) I give the match a B+, because it was an awesome match.

Triple H Vs. Lesnar

I don’t think it is fair that Triple H was fighting for his career. I think that if you do a career match then both players are fighting for their career.
I also think Lensar does steroids. I want Lensar to tap.
I enjoy HBK being a distraction and him kicking Hamin for Triple H to win.

Normally, I would give this a B+, but Shawn Michael made it an A. DX Rules!

Rock Vs. Cena

What is up with the Rock and the damn bulls?
I’m not really into either wrestler. I think they need to choose movies or wrestling and stick with it. I just think that they are sell-out.
I also think That Triple H Vs Lesnar, or Punk Vs. Undertaker were more of main event matches.
No to mention there was a Cena near our table that her screams made my ears bleed. She sounds like someone is trying to kill her.
There were a lot of submissions. Good ending: the Rock was confidently waiting and Cena turned it around. I give it a C+.



Overall

The show was well done. I would give it a B-.
A few suggestions.
Divas bras and panty match.
There should be no count-outs in a wrestlemenia match.
Waitress shouldn’t have th right to add the tip in the main check.

 
 
 
 
 
 

Front Page

Top Headlines: Moving on up. . .or just out

Everyday week Tom and I were busy working on packing. Our friend is storing our stuff and we are staying with him and my mom while working on the process of getting a house. I had to tape the box, wrap in newspaper, linens, bubble wrap, or whatever is soft. I had two boxes and some clothes; the rest was just Tom things.
It was so sad to see the apartment empty. I had been with Tom for almost six years, so there were a lot of memories. He keep focusing on getting the house, but I think he was still a little sad to move out. I liked the facts that the apartment was so close to a bus stop, the sidewalks, and parking lot was always shoveled, the flowers looked great in the summer, and it was so close to a grocery and retail store. I also enjoy our own little space and privacy and now it will not happen until we get a house.

Health News

I am mostly healthy, but spring is coming and my sinuses can feel it.
I have been overworking myself and I have not been able to catch up on my sleep. I need so serious sleep for energy. There times I will take a nap or sleep until 1 or 3 and be up too late at night.

Writing and Arts

I have printed out several chapters of Melzela, but I am only half away through the pages. It seems that every time I get extra money to print pages, it goes to something or someone else. I just hope to get finish Driving Lies, and edit Melzela by the end of April. I have been working on the same five chapters for the entire month due to the time needed in the move.

However I am being publishing two different pieces this year and I had to work on those.
I’m also trying to get more blogs out soon.

Local Fun

I have been playing a lot of Sims when I know I should be editing. However it is my release. I just wish people would stop telling me how to play.

The shows I am currently into: Supernatural, Smallville, Six Feet Under, Boy Meets World, and Married with Children.

Dear Me

Dear Me,

Stop letting the guilt get to you. You don’t deserve the guilt. You need to move on.

Myself and I.

Laughter is the best medicine (is on hold this month)
Instead I am posting . . .
Quotes by Gandhi.
(http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/m/mahatma_gandhi_2.html)



1.    I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.

2.    Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.

3.    Nobody can hurt me without my permission.

4.    If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide.

Soap Operas

Okay, I am not talking to my father right now, because several reasons, the main reasons are his controlling natural, there is always a catch with him, he can complain about issues, but everyone else can’t and I have to hold back who I am (he could never handle it.) However what kills me is that I haven’t seen my brothers since September and I really do miss them. (There mother, who is out of state, has seen them twice before I have seen them once.)
Tom and I have been moving and I hate dealing with my uncle every time I need a ride. It is the only thing he does, and we give him gas money. He is also really negative and I am drained emotionally and physically every time I am around him. (I used to be this perky, caring person, but it’s people like him that have pushed me down.)
I think mom likes us there, but I really need my own space. I had having to wait until 2am or later for my own time.



Spiritual Edge

I am reading a spiritual book called Power Spellcraft for Life: The Art of creating and casting for positive change by Arin Murphy-Hiscock

Part 3

On page 52, I got words that it asked me to define.

Ethnics is the study of common sense and what society/culture believes is right and wrong. (However common sense is being something of the past.)

Responsibility is doing what needs to be done. It is making a decision and living with consequences. (It is knowing that all actions have consequences.) For example making sure all of the bills are pay before you go out.

Values is something that has meaning in one’s life. Most people value one’s family and friends.