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Everyday week Tom and I were busy working on packing. Our friend is storing our stuff and we are staying with him and my mom while working on the process of getting a house. I had to tape the box, wrap in newspaper, linens, bubble wrap, or whatever is soft. I had two boxes and some clothes; the rest was just Tom things.
It was so sad to see the apartment empty. I had been with Tom for almost six years, so there were a lot of memories. He keep focusing on getting the house, but I think he was still a little sad to move out. I liked the facts that the apartment was so close to a bus stop, the sidewalks, and parking lot was always shoveled, the flowers looked great in the summer, and it was so close to a grocery and retail store. I also enjoy our own little space and privacy and now it will not happen until we get a house.

Health News

I am mostly healthy, but spring is coming and my sinuses can feel it.
I have been overworking myself and I have not been able to catch up on my sleep. I need so serious sleep for energy. There times I will take a nap or sleep until 1 or 3 and be up too late at night.

Writing and Arts

I have printed out several chapters of Melzela, but I am only half away through the pages. It seems that every time I get extra money to print pages, it goes to something or someone else. I just hope to get finish Driving Lies, and edit Melzela by the end of April. I have been working on the same five chapters for the entire month due to the time needed in the move.

However I am being publishing two different pieces this year and I had to work on those.
I’m also trying to get more blogs out soon.

Local Fun

I have been playing a lot of Sims when I know I should be editing. However it is my release. I just wish people would stop telling me how to play.

The shows I am currently into: Supernatural, Smallville, Six Feet Under, Boy Meets World, and Married with Children.

Dear Me

Dear Me,

Stop letting the guilt get to you. You don’t deserve the guilt. You need to move on.

Myself and I.

Laughter is the best medicine (is on hold this month)
Instead I am posting . . .
Quotes by Gandhi.
(http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/m/mahatma_gandhi_2.html)



1.    I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.

2.    Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.

3.    Nobody can hurt me without my permission.

4.    If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide.

Soap Operas

Okay, I am not talking to my father right now, because several reasons, the main reasons are his controlling natural, there is always a catch with him, he can complain about issues, but everyone else can’t and I have to hold back who I am (he could never handle it.) However what kills me is that I haven’t seen my brothers since September and I really do miss them. (There mother, who is out of state, has seen them twice before I have seen them once.)
Tom and I have been moving and I hate dealing with my uncle every time I need a ride. It is the only thing he does, and we give him gas money. He is also really negative and I am drained emotionally and physically every time I am around him. (I used to be this perky, caring person, but it’s people like him that have pushed me down.)
I think mom likes us there, but I really need my own space. I had having to wait until 2am or later for my own time.



Spiritual Edge

I am reading a spiritual book called Power Spellcraft for Life: The Art of creating and casting for positive change by Arin Murphy-Hiscock

Part 3

On page 52, I got words that it asked me to define.

Ethnics is the study of common sense and what society/culture believes is right and wrong. (However common sense is being something of the past.)

Responsibility is doing what needs to be done. It is making a decision and living with consequences. (It is knowing that all actions have consequences.) For example making sure all of the bills are pay before you go out.

Values is something that has meaning in one’s life. Most people value one’s family and friends.